Do you know why nice guys finish last?

OK

this is a story of two very different girls with two similar endings. As you should know, I like living life on full, so this all you are special kind of thing is not for me. Maybe I forgot this detail, and that's the reason both stories finished in the same way.

Ella:

A sweet 19 years old english girl. Hot, very sexual, confident, cool, funny, and with a big ego, which is kind of attractive for me. I met her in a not usual way. She open the room's door and there was I , fucking her best friend. Not every girls's kind of dream. After that I 've met her in other places, and I knew we were very attracted to each other. Turns out we slept together. By then, I was just being me, making jokes, not giving a fuck...

After sometime, we got very close to each other, so I started acting with her using my heart instead of my brain. Although this was very deep in the beginning, deep down I knew this wasn't going no where, I mean, she didn't trust me at all. Within the time we spent together I think she learnt how to trust me, and maybe started having some feelings for me too.

Last weekend, my birthday party. I was very excited because she was there, close to me. She knew I really liked her. Curious thing: anytime I was being a player, seducing other girls, or even she, she was very into me. When I was sweetly talking with her, it was driving her away. Until she said we would be very good fuck buddies but there's no way a relationship could work between us.

Later on my party, she kissed a 35 years old girl in my bedroom, and I got nothing....

Haven't seem her since then.

Judit:

Judit is a hungarian girl, sexy with a vampire look, model body, studies interior design. I've met her in a bar, friend of a friend. In that night again, I was just doing what I do, talking to everyone, not giving a fuck about what people think, smiling, joking, drinking. A little after I met her, we were talking very sexual with each other. And you know I dont fuck about when I'm doing that. A little later on, she was outside of the bar making out with me, I was telling her a lot of dirty things, and she was On.

Later on that night I found she was in a relationship for 2 years. Well , not my problem, is it ? :)

Then we went on a date in middle of the day, I was really broke so I just took her to a bar. It was a cozy place. And again I was with badboy mode on. 10 minutes after we got in the bar she was jumping on me, I could feel how horny she was.

We haven't seen each other for a while and next thing I know, she brokes with her boyfriend. Yesterday she came to Canary Wharf so we could do something. She is cool , cute, smart, so I figured: why not try something else. We had a romantic dinner in a italian restaurant, I threated her nicely as in interested and getting to know her a person before jumping on bed with her. We both had an awesome time and went to a bar.

When we got in the bar she was like: listen I just left a relationship and I can't give you what you want, as in if I was asking her to marry me.... and left me and my friend jack daniels ....

I think I was being nice with this two girls because in the past months many girls were saying that I was an awesome fun night, but not boyfriend material. Even though deep down I knew they were right, some part of me was trying to prove them wrong.

This is something that I've experienced before, but was good to remind. Trust your instincts, always.

two english sweeties

Long time no post again.

Briefly talking. Last saturday we've had some drinks at Penni's. There was me , Penni, one of her (male) workmates and a guy who we found out to be penni's flatmate's boyfriend (found out a lot later).

Then, Penni went to pick someone at the station. There they were: Two incredible delicious 19 yo English girls. Some drinks and getting to know each other, they all go to the kitchen discuss I dont know what. half hour and a few Gin and T later, we start having a lot of fun together, and suddenly from nothing, I went to the kitchen , this girl Coco (a harry potter actress haha) came after me, next thing I know we are snogging each other in the kitchen . But I did want to kiss Ella (her best friend), which was teasing me as I never been teased before: And she would say things like : fuck off, you are with my friend, or when I call her bad she would say: NICER THAN YOU!!!

Penni get drunk, go to sleep , and there I am with both of them. We head for the old queens head. It was cool we had some tequilla and a lot of fun and we go to this next place, where a fucking shoreditch twat slap me in the head because Coco didn't like him. I m not much of a angry boy but I hate these geeks. I took him in his neck lifting him in the wall and told I would kill him and his faggot friends. The bouncer which was my mate saw it and made everything good. The girls asked what happened, I said: just a little misunderstanding.

so we head back to Penni. My goal was to sleep with both of them, but I knew that would be very unlikely to happen. So I call Guga. He got there, 15 minutes later I go to bed with Coco and leave Guga and Ella. Then we started making out, and the funny part of myevening. Problem was, as most of English girls, she wasnt a good fuck at all. At least she moan properly but that was it. It was a very boring fuck, when Ella knock in the door saying my bro went home. Ok come inside, I might have a chance to make this saucier.

Turns out no, she didnt even took her pijamas off. We just cuddle three of us together until we woke up with Penni desperately calling us. haha. But yes, I really like those two girls. And I knew me and Ella where VERY into each other and something would happen soon.

Penni was SO UPSET with me, she never got so upset like that, I dont know if she was jealous or if she didnt like me sleazing her friends up haha . WEll what can I say, I m a sleaze bastard, but I do it in a classic sexy way.

So, I m at my bed and a text from a unknown number show up, it was Ella. By that moment I had my confirmation something would happen between us.

On Tuesday . she was again sleeping at Penni's and penni was going to Scotland. She calls me when I 'm at the gym pretty much saying: I'm drunk and horny got nowhere to go. I manage to take her to my home, she is definitely a VERY cool girl.. and that innocent white body hmmmmmmm make me have saucy day dreams.

First thing she said when she arrived: WE ARE NOT FUCKING OK ? Me, very relaxed, answer: ok, I like cuddling better anyway :)

We got home, had some fun, but I had to wake up VERY early so I went to bed and she came back. Soon enough we were not kissing but she wasn't wearing any top and I was giving her a good back massage. Oh boy, when I saw her in front. Her boobs are one of the most beautiful things I ever seen.

Before making out she made me promise I would never want her just for me... I think girls definitely dont see me as a boyfriend material... well good for them.

And we had a very sensual and hot make out with no Sex, but I wasn't expecting to fuck her that evening as she has someone and stuff.

bottom line is: I m pretty sure she's a very hot fuck and a cool girl to have around, so if she get serious with the idiot she's trying to, nice, she will be my friend. If not, she will be the next long adventure of my life

Bring it on babe

Deutschland Deutshcland

These days in the summer in London gets so busy sometimes

Last Monday, Brazil playing against Chile, again we are in the orwell pub in London. Me, my little bro, Carmem and her italian hot friends. Two days before, Carmem says Elizabetta HATES me cause I'm an idiot and bla bla bla.

Ok, I like Elizabetta a lot, so I don't want to get over myself, not with her. But yeah, I know the level of attaction between both of us. Nothing much though, but yes we kissed .

But nothing much happened as I had to go home earlier , it was still an Monday.

So, on Tuesday, I went on a date in Canary Wharf with this hot German , a dance instructor. I gotta tell you, yeah, she is a bit old, 35, but her body looks like its been designed by hand. Completely hot, a nice cougar :) After some drinks we came back home, and you know, once inside here ..... I love my Canary Wharf flat. I've learnt some VERY interesting things about body language from this girl though. IT's quite likely we will see each other again :)

Wednesday, Penni came here, my sweet little friend Penni. I cannot write about her in this blog cause she reads it hahaha I know you do Penni. Although yeah, we ended up in bed and that was an very interesting thing ;)

But the cherry of my week-cake was on Saturday. I go to this german barbecue, my friend Christine invited me. I met christine in Australia x Germany game, she's on her 30's , VERY good looking and soooooooo down to earth I couldn't believe she was german. She has a boyfriend which is a pretty cool guy, although I feel he hates me. God knows why hahaha.

Few people there, and a little german angel. Karolin. petite green eyes, sooooooo blonde I felt in love with her in the moment I saw her. A few beers and there was I talking about Texas life with an german girl. They say its not what you say but how you say, I think they are correct. WE spoke nothing sexual but the attractiveness between both of us was there, VERY high. We leave the bbq I have to go Lancaster Gate meet my friends and we share the tube. We decided to stop in Picadilly for a drink , after all who goes home at 11:00 in a Saturday evening?

Something interesting was, no matter how hot she was and how attracted she was to me, we spent a lot of time talking about life, experiences, relationship, I felt like I really enjoyed her company. That was something very interesting. A romantic and beautiful date in a warm summer night in Trafalgar square drinking tesco stella. Quoting her: What a story to tell our grandchildren. WEll she's definitely a maybe to marry.


so things got hotter, we start kissing, spent a half hour having fun in trafalgar square and walked tru the houses of parliament to get her bus. when we got there, bang we started kissing and kissing and kissing as if there was no World. She missed two buses. SO I try to convince her to come to Canary Wharf. she wouldn't .

Nice Quote: The horny Karolin wants to go , but the good girl KArolin is saying not to, even though she knows she will regret it.

Ok fair enough, we can do this another time. But lets enjoy our evening a bit more. We sat inthis bench in FRONT of big ben (which in her words was her boyfriend) and start making out there. My god how hot things got there. It was this natural thing going on and I cannot say I really know what I did or what happened, next thing i know she was half naked with her totally shaved pussy in my lap. And although it was quick, none of us came or anything, it was an crazy sex in front of one of the most visited places in the Earth.

Felt good for that :)

hope I see her again

A (very) crazy week.

Right.

Tuesday Evening
Brazil's first world cup game, in a bar full of brazilians. Suddenly a perfect swede shows up. I think sometimes these swedish girls chase me, they show up from everywhere (not that I don't like it though). She was a hot blonde with an awesome body, a very naughty smile and a cool style. We started exchanging when she was still outside the bar.

Turns out, she was there with my bro's girl, she was just travelling in London for a week. Good thing, my brother had another girl in the same bar, so I had to wing him VERY BAD so they wouldn't find about each other. Then I start talking to this girl, very chilled, very relaxed, it took less than 10 minutes to find out she's the kind of girl who likes playing cheeky with boys. Like coming very close, leaning to me, looking to my mouth, etc. But I think I've been doing this for quite a long time to not to fall on it.

So, after sometime, I've managed to stay alone with her, then it was automatically, we've just kissed and I was thinking in a way to get her home. My bro's girl is an sex addicted so I thought they were going to my place automatically, and I started playing dirty with Hilda, and I was pretty confident it would happen.

In the time to get into the train, they said: no we are going home. Let's go out tomorrow.

Missed it.

Wednesday evening

We agreed to meet at home before going out, they got there, she was in a black sexy dress that made me want to fuck her right there. But then , the catch. There was this guy, fucking awesome looking, very cool, and apparently he's one of the reasons she came to UK. So, difficult to compete. But by then I didn't know that, so I was choosing my jacket in my bedroom and asked her to help me choose a nice one. So, we choose one that was matching her sexy little leather jacket and I was like hugging her from behind looking at the mirror.

She asked: do you think we are a good match?

Then I hold her arm and turn her away very Badboystyle holding her on her waist and said very sexy: I don't know, what do you think

Then we started kissing again. The catch was, when she heard steps coming from the living room, she would push me away,

As a old seawolf, I realize she had something with this guy , and then I asked:

- Is this guy your boyfriend?

she answers: Lets say you r gonna have an competition tonight.

Of course I wouldnt have any competition, but when we got in the club, they already started kissing (fucking slut). Then I enjoyed my evening and left without them later on.

Thursday

She sent me a text inviting me to go to London eye with her. Common, she did what she did, and want me to go to London eye, I wouldn't go of course but I still want her badly, so I said: send me a txt when you are back in Canary Wharf.

She called me at 11 o clock in the evening but I was in bed and almost sleeping, I should have answered her but I didnt. Maybe I've missed the chance I was looking for

Friday
We agreed to meet for lunch in Canary Wharf, I knew she was flying in the afternoon but I thought it was late. We had this lunch and went home. We had some sweet kisses but she got so nervous cause she had to be in the airport 1:30 hours from then, and my house was still very far from the airport.

whole point is, I tried kinda of hard when I shouldn't but I think I'm very very very into this slutty kind of girls. Perhaps I need a therapist haha

cute one though:

hahahaha

last night I've made a very wrong decision. Or not. I was suppose to go out with the most awesome blonde in London, but she was somewhere my friends wouldnt want to come, so I went out with friends and left her by herself. It was a good night though, but not as good as if it was with her.


anyway... shit happens :)

Que loira

Meu deus do ceu

Essa noite minha amiguinha Penni (tenho que contar sobre ela, maravilhosa) trouxe uma amiga gostosissima p/ minha residencia, chamada Hannah. Ae resolvemos ficar aqui conversando sobre feminismo moderno versus igualdade entre homem e mulher que eu fiquei ate meio nervoso.

Entao, mas eu tava meio apaixonado pela Hannah, loirinha, olhinhos verdes maravilhosos, um corpo de brasileira, um sotake scandinavo sexy p/ caramba, enfim, tudo que eu pedi p deus hahuehaue.

DEpois de (algumas) garrafa de vinho, colocamos um filme e ficamos aqui. A penni capotou em 15 minutos de filme, e ficamos eu e a hanna de conchinha no sofah, falando no ouvido dela, fazendo exatamente como se deve fazer. Acabou o filme, ela mal me deu um beijo e disse: GOOD NIGHT!!. Me lembrou do "Of course you are still single take a look at yourself your dumb slut!" .

Ae beleza, tem que saber perder, as vezes o game nao funciona como a gente quer. Entao eu liguei meu xbox e fiquei jogando um UFC. 5 minutos depois ela aparece com quase nada de roupa perguntando q q eu tava fazendo. Jogou uma partida comigo, e foi p/ o quarto. Ae eu fui p/ a cama tambem (eh, eu tinha duas suecas maravilhosas na minha cama, foi mal aih). Mas eu nao ia fazer nada, pq a guria tava dormindo, eu nao sou um maniaco atacador de mortas. 5 minutos q eu to deitado la, a guria comeca me encoxar, me puxar pela minha correntinha, as coisas ficaram quentes mesmo ela e eu dormindo, quando eu acordo ela ta segurando uma das minhas maos nos peitos dela e outra nas pernas.

and guess what? Nothing happened at all.

Eu sabia que ela queria de alguma forma, pelo menos inconscientemente, senao ela nao ia ta me colocando tao perto dela. Mas tem o fato de eu ter ficado com a Penni, entao, vai saber, se pa eh isso. Well, challenge accepted. eu vou atras dela agora ate eu conseguir :)

good sunday everyone

now I'm starting to give this blog attention and writing in english so everyone can see :)

Void inside

eu te vi e fiquei nervosa(nao sei por que) por pouco quase nem "oi" eu falei. Dificilmente eu entro em internet, tenho entrado pra tentar falar com voce, mas nao deu certo.

nao posso deixar seu msn pra sempre entre "meus contatos" por que todo mundo sabe o que voce significa pra mim, entao fica o recado: "fiquei feliz em te ver, e espero que tudo corra bem em terras estrangeiras". }}X-GIRL{{